Friday 20 February 2009

Gratitude........

This is the second time...I know you don't want to cry in front of me this time...
I'm so grateful for all precious memories you created together with me....
I'm so grateful for all precious things you taught me....
I'm so grateful that you sacrificed for my growth...
I'm so grateful that you put yourself after me....
I'm so grateful that you are being grateful to me....
I'm so grateful for your mature love....

Please take good care of yourself, lui lui, and Ceci...
My best wishes to you all...
Lui lui is always my dearest daughter no matter what...
Ceci...the name conveys my love and care for lui lui...the name that we thought together...

Take care~~

4 comments:

  1. My sister,
    how r u recently?
    had been long time u not on9 la..
    busy har?
    i DO REALLY MISS YOU!
    hmmm..
    have u view my blog be4?
    haha..
    got many updates..
    but ytd ntg to update also..
    i do really really miss you..
    ytd we had start our 1st extra practise at night.
    learnt contemp.
    when we learning that time,
    i think of you.
    really!
    think of how ur posture and your serious to it.
    hmmm..
    really miss you much!!

    no matter how, just chant for your hardship.
    don just only down, down & down..
    you still got me..
    i'm always be your listener and a sand bag,
    but not to kick and wrack me,
    just for angry out your feelings..

    okay,
    take care too.
    miss ya..
    muaxxxxxxxx ^*^

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  2. Iknow you miss lui lui a lot...hehe... I can feel it=) don't worry you can see her soon!!!

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  3. Dear sis, I do read your blog almost everyday =) As long as I see there's a new update =) You were being angry that day, cause of the shortage of parking space in your college, LOL!!!
    Dear sis...I miss you all a lot a lot too....Do you know how much I want to learn contemporary dance here?? But I can't...so, please dance for me...please dance as if I'm dancing with you....I'm glad that you thought of me when you are dancing =) but remember, not as a leader anymore, but as your partner, as your comrade, as your dear sis...
    Yeah I have some problems now, but I'm totally fine with it =) not trying to pretend in front of you, you know I won't =) Although I can feel the pain inside, but I know I will get over with it someday...remember what the gosho states? "Suffer what is there to suffer, enjoy what is there to enjoy, regardless of suffer or joy, chant Nam-Myo-Ho-Renge-Kyo"
    I have the Gohonzon with me, I have sensei, Kaneko san, and my dad deep inside my heart with me...I'm never alone =)
    Well, thank you so much for your offer =) But I'll keep all my anger, pain, suffer, disappointment with me. Dear sis, I'd like to give you all my best wishes and fortune, all of them...to you....I'd like to share my cheerful and deep moving experiences with =) May I challenge all suffer and you'll receive all fortune and happiness =)
    I love you my dear sis, we are never far apart cause you are living in my heart as well =)
    Btw, remember to practice your story-telling skill cause I don't want to waste my credit when I call you next time, LOL~
    Take care, love you, muack~~

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  4. errrr..
    i'm so sorry bout that i'm wasted ur credit that morning la!!
    i'll try to tell u the point of my stories,
    but that time u called me,
    is too suprised for me..
    so don hv any preparation on it to tell u my stories on the phone..
    haha..
    i do miss and love you much too!!
    waiting u coming back!
    when u gonna on msn?
    i wan chat with u larh!!!

    pls....

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